Memoirs from the Past...
I was going through my messages like i often do and i came across ur messages that i refused to delete.....not because i want to hurt myself but because i want it to be a reminder, a constant warning that i shouldn't settle for less...................... . I miss you, so much that i drown myself in work and music, but most importantly i missed what we had, what i knew we had but which took u long to understand or perhaps still don't understand. . I miss the way i loved u truly,completely,the way i never thought i could love another... . I'll never forget u, I've come to terms with that, for u gave me what i never thought was possible,taught me wat i never thought i could learn, made me feel............................... . All i wanted was to love u completely for the rest of my existence,to give to u like u gave to me but u pushed me away, u felt i was clinging, my love was choking u,u didn't say it but u showed it. . perhaps u thought i was desperate ...